maintain a feeling of

I try not to think about, I've worked for it, but I'm starting to feel love again, I've been meaning to know, and that only the person's name and figure of course, now I'm getting close to him, It did make me happy, but did he know that I keep a sense of him? I'm reluctant to say to him honestly, but I want him to know it.

Now I understand his personality, he's just like the person I had hoped, he could not be more than just friends, it has no rules of he parents. Bitterness came again, what should I do? silent and pensive for now, Oh god please do not you love that will never be real, please respect this feeling of god ..

I hope you love me too and I hope you can keep this heart